March 2010
I think it's funny
That I have that “secret blog”, but I allow another pair of eyes to read it because they’re the only other ones I trust.
Sometimes
dtrinhn:
melissarw:
I wish this could just be simple.
Something everyone else has, instead of the backwards way we have to do it.
I wish it didn’t have to be like this, but it does.
Partly because of other people, party because of time, partly because of things we both don’t even realize.
I’m glad for what I have now, but I’d prefer more.
I don’t know if you’ll open up to give me that.
...
Sometimes
I wish this could just be simple.
Something everyone else has, instead of the backwards way we have to do it.
I wish it didn’t have to be like this, but it does.
Partly because of other people, party because of time, partly because of things we both don’t even realize.
I’m glad for what I have now, but I’d prefer more.
I don’t know if you’ll open up to give...
It's funny...
marisaz:
how you know that you are over someone and ready to move on, yet you imagine the past. It is like there is a rope that keeps tugging you back every time you see the person. There is no full blown attraction anymore, just reverting back to what once was. This is the point where those few people that keep you held together come in. They will help you now.
Like meee. <3
Oh yes.
I called it, and proved my mom wrong.
Feels so nice to be able to make her feel like an idiot.
And by the way,
Idiots, before you try and “spit game” and hit on people, learn to speak so you don’t sound like a fucking retard.
That makes me feel no guilt when I tell you to leave me the hell alone.
This damn song
Is just so catchy, and now I find myself singing it as I vacuum my stupid room.
Not effectively of course.
February 2010
“Even kids with fucking MONO are going out Haleigh.
fuck our lives.”
– Me
adolfjeanler:
melissarw:
adolfjeanler:
I...
adolfjeanler:
I randomly remembered this song. ...
Today
Will be spent reading my book all day.
Boring, but just what I need.
Errands with nana,
Prove to be not as bad as I thought.
I really should spend more time with her, it’s just that she really doesn’t know me, and when we talk she only knows surface things.
However, I really don’t want her to understand some of the deeper things about me, because she would be horrified. So I’m left making small talk and waiting in the salon filled with old ladies surrounding...
Babysitting,
Is great when the little one doesn’t sob over his mom leaving.
I like how he got excited for me to come over, he’s the only boy who loves me. So sad.
Didn’t make as much I’m assuming because their dad came home early and cut me about an hour short, and will possibly ruin my hours tomorrow as well. Hm, not cool.
At least now I can lay in bed and be in lazy clothes the...
Only best friends
Get in the same mood at the same period of time, without letting the other know until now. And have the thoughts be basically the same for each person.
Tooooo similar dear Haleigh. Haha.
I get
Frustrated over AP Physics.
And then I get more mad, making it even harder for myself to understand.
Oh what a cycle.
Skipping my nap
To talk to you.
Feel special dear. Not many people have the power to keep me from sleeping.
“I told you to be patient
I told you to be fine
I told you to be balanced
I...”
– Bon Iver
The orange flecks
In my right eye are really getting on my nerves lately.
I’ll look at a picture and be like
“wtf is wrong with my eye?”
Just the weird ass coloring.
Too bad
I neither respect nor like you, you old bat.
I don’t care if you didn’t like what you heard.
Maybe if you hadn’t been so rude to me the first week of the semester, we wouldn’t have this problem and I would actually feel slightly bad?
Hm, nope.
Still don’t like you.
Kiss my ass and go ride your mini pony.
Blueberry yogurt.
Yum.
I feel
Really mellow tonight.
I’m not sure why that is, I’m freezing my ass off because my mom is positive the heat is in, you’re lying bitch, and I’m sitting here with a pile of text books working on homework.
But for some reason, it’s not as bothersome as usual.
I wonder if being around all the kids at daycare today made me see how little things are important and to not...
Lose a ring to my gauge?
Find it in my blankets 20 minutes later.
Wooooo.
Nice day.
Going to go volunteer at the day care later.
It’s been like two weeks.
Oops.
14846.) And I'll keep waiting again until I see...
blogsecret:
Just for the slightest chance that she might come across it and think for a while that it was me that wrote it. But it couldn’t have been me. So she scrolls on. If there is one person in the world I could marry right now it’d be you ‘cause you’re so fragile. I wanna make sure no one breaks you.
Why can’t everyone love someone like this.
Fuck that shit.
I don’t care if you’re a nice guy, your girlfriend is fucking nuts and already hated me due to my friendship with her last boyfriend.
You were in my art class for a week, don’t really know you, so don’t wind up getting my house burned down you fucker.
Hahaha.
Stupid people.
Really wish
This weekend would continue.
I didn’t do anything exciting and plans got canceled on me, but I’ve been curling up with my books and I love the breeze coming through my window.
Please weekend, don’t stop.
I
Absolutely hate when my book ends.
Not
Very happy now.
